I was up my average winning day yesterday, and hit my stop. Got down today, fought back like a beast and got up about half my winning day, and then got wrecked. I am so furious right now I could kill, ok? But I am not going to trade.
Can you help answer these questions from other members on futures io?
Whelp, the market broke me yesterday. I completed the slow motion blow up by finally raging out. The market really is a magic mirror, and it created the conditions for me to finally get me what I wanted: the emotional relief of ending the pain of consecutive losing days by destroying the account. SUICIDE TRADING. You just kind of watch, glassy eyed, with this "f*ck it" feeling, as you finish yourself off.
I will say that I am grateful for these funded accounts. God only knows how much money I would light on fire if it wasn't for them. Good for them for capturing the value of my broken ego.
I'm a middle aged guy with real responsibilities, so I can't do this every day, but if I ever do it again, I will come back here and post my images.
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