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I've come to realize today while thinking about writing my log, that I don't really care about reading some other traders journals that much. This may trigger some of you that actually consider what I'm saying and if the shoe fits, but why I don't care about reading some of your journals is because there is often a lack of novelty and insight- and I know, I'm not the authority of these things and there definitely are some extremely interesting journals, but just hear me out. Some log posts are very short, and only display profits and losses and maybe a screenshot of a chart/trade. There is absolutely nothing wrong with this if you're book-keeping so to speak, but the journals only become interesting and especially useful (to me and probably others) if I notice a trader is consistently profitable with explanations and ideas, or if the journal is from a developing trader writing about something that I don't already know that's helpful and would inspire ideas of my own. I know, you don't owe me or anyone else anything, but my perspective and opinion of maintaining a journal here is to get the community engaged or at least thinking- otherwise, I would write my journal hidden from the public. It makes sense why other traders wouldn't want to get too into detail about their process because they don't want to give it away, but sometimes I get the impression that traders are updating their journals just for the sake of updating them; they have done their job and are done for the day (I'm guilty of this attitude and lack of conscientiousness as well, we're all human). My point is, what's the point of writing a journal if you're not learning about yourself and growing, and potentially helping other struggling traders? With all of that being said, I'm aware that some traders simply do not have the time to write lengthy posts in their journals, or don't care at all what others think, along with a myriad of other factors keeping them from doing so that I couldn't possibly account for.

If you write short posts in your journal- do not take this personally- just as you wouldn't take a loss personally in trading. Everyone is guilty of it, I don't even feel like writing extensively sometimes and I love writing. If you end up taking this the wrong way, I'm sorry, but it could be that you're doing yourself a disservice by maintaining a journal that you find annoying to update. Like I said, I'm not the moral authority here, but I think I would be doing you a disservice as well, as a fellow trader, if I didn't speak my mind on this. I'm totally open to the possibility that I'm out of line, but it's hard for me to tell.

Onto todays trades:
The scenarios I created this morning before the open around 9am were very similar to yesterdays. These scenarios were created when price was around the 2781 area.
Scenario 1: Price fails to pass 2873.75 and regresses back down to 2866, possibly even 2854.5 (Regression to the mean)
Scenario 2: Price goes into a range between 2864.5 and 2873.75. (Range day; related to scenario 1)
Scenario 3: Price breaks 2873.75 and makes higher highs, potentially setting the stage to reach ~2957 (Bullish trending day)

Price was forming a range-y double top pattern at the open, which is one of my favorite patterns. I was definitely compelled to act on it, and the pattern was in conjunction with scenario 1- so perfect. The open came, and I jumped in short for the completion of the pattern [M <-- this M resembles a DT, the middle of the last line to the right is where I entered short] but I felt very uneasy when I was in. Remember, I'm discretionary trading which I suck at. I was conflicted because I never trade the open and I was letting the fear of losing "money" get to me, so I closed the position with a gain of $20. Kind of yay, kind of nay. Fundamentally wrong, though. Of course- had I waited longer, I would've met my profit target. Re-cracking down on this.

Unlike how I used to trade (one and done) I was looking for a second opportunity. I watched price satisfy scenario 1 and was somewhat proud that I was right, and I thought I had a feel for the market today. Unfortunately at this point, after that trade, price got pretty boring and that magic went away. I still thought and felt there would be opportunities though, so I waited and watched; i.e. I wasn't bored enough to leave my computer.

Around 11am, price broke out down past 2866, and I was eye-ing and anticipating this but I didn't have a plan on paper. I prepared and created an ATM strategy in my platform NT beforehand that would place a stop loss at 2866 and I was going to enter at 2863. I was willing to lose $150 on this move to make $300; I thought it was entirely possible that price could reach the 2857 area with the sudden increase in volume. Prior to this move, the market was range-y and slow, like I said. So in contrast to prior price action, this move to the downside had relatively strong momentum, so I thought that it was likely for the momentum to increase through bandwagon entering, pushing me to enter. I didn't have that uneasy feeling with this trade, because I felt confident in it (I wasn't trading the open). What screwed me up was, as soon as I entered short, the candles in my chart minimized drastically, and it took me a couple seconds to realize my stop loss was placed in the 3000's. What?! So I cancelled the stop loss, and decided to get out manually if the trade went against me. It did, and I stopped trading with a total loss of only $94.78. I wasn't happy about it, and I had some thoughts. Also, I don't know what went wrong with the stop loss. I'm going to assume I did something wrong with that.

More on the second trade, I felt bad because the plan that I had created while trading wasn't an original plan, or rather a well prepared morning plan, but then again it was still a valid discretionary strategy- it just wasn't as "official", in a sense. Part of me felt like I did something wrong because of this very view I had, but I thought maybe I didn't do anything wrong, maybe it's just that I lost and because of the fact that I lost, I felt I did something wrong. It's a common emotional response that comes from a competitive and anal mindset- it totally makes sense.. In trading, right and wrong is completely contextual. It's based on your process and strategy. With my discretionary trading, my process isn't firmly established yet because I'm still feeling things out and looking to be completely original by means of recognizing my own comfort in experimental trading. Part of establishing my process heavily relies on making journal posts like these, because personally getting my thoughts on paper makes me think intensively about what I'm writing, it makes me question, criticize and follow "thought tangents" that may or may not be useful to my trading. To put it simply, I'm generating ideas, and if I really like the idea(s), I will test them and if they fit me they will be implemented.

With today's issue, I'm left with two obvious options: I could exclusively stick to plans that were made in the night/morning, OR, I could allow myself to create plans while trading to account for live price action. I've been over this subject a couple of times with no definitive answer, and every time I revisit it, I look for a balance between the two extremes. I'm naturally leaning towards the latter option but some restrictions are needed. To what extent is it unacceptable to create a plan mid-trading session? Would doing so detract from my trading in anyway?. I've got some thinking to do, and because of the length of this post, I'll be updating on the subject later on. As for now, I have to take a break.

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I've come to realize today while thinking about writing my log, that I don't really care about reading some other traders journals that much.

...and that's okay. The journal benefits the person writing the journal the most. It has some level of accountability, if you subscribe to that thinking. Really, I find that keeping my journal serves as my brain dump, forcing me to think through what I experienced. I don't write for an audience; I write for myself.

For those who may read your journal, they may glean some useful morsels from what you share.

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...and that's okay. The journal benefits the person writing the journal the most. It has some level of accountability, if you subscribe to that thinking. Really, I find that keeping my journal serves as my brain dump, forcing me to think through what I experienced. I don't write for an audience; I write for myself.

For those who may read your journal, they may glean some useful morsels from what you share.

~vmodus

100% agree with you guys. Ultimately its the writer who is trying to improve, their writing may help others but if not so be it. I would feel weird not posting an entry at this point and i think that's one of the main keys, it is now habit. I think you benefit by pouring as much info and heart into it as you can, because eventually you forget things and having this info stored somewhere easily accessible is extremely valuable. And hopefully others gain insight from it, even if its just strange mutterings

I have been learning quite a bit from some of the journals here that are just beyond my comfort-level, forcing me to research stuff in order to understand them. And there are others that are a couple more levels above that where I am finding google even is lacking, which really piques my curiousity

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Man this week so far has been pretty uneventful in the ES. I was surprised to see this morning that price made higher highs over the overnight session, so from that, the first scenario that I thought of was that price could continue to make higher highs. The second possibility that came to me was that traders would hesitate like they have been the past couple of opens, and price would just go into a range between 2886.25 and 2879.75 (estimated range of movement). The final possibility I came up with was that price could regress back down to around the 2865 area, in a sense rejecting the action that took place last night.

I woke up relatively late this morning, around 9am, because usually the light that comes in from my window wakes me up, but my curtains are dark and were completely covering the window. I ordinarily wake up at 8-8:30, which gives me plenty of time to make trading plans for each scenario that I come up with. Even though I got plenty of sleep, I wasn't mentally prepared to create these plans- I didn't drink my coffee yet, I was scatter-brained, I just wasn't ready. I had less than a half hour to come up with some plans, but found myself just sitting at my chair like an idiot with only one plan by the time the market opened. It's actually kind of funny in my eyes, now.

I remembered where I left off yesterday in my last post while watching the market, I wrote about whether or not I should stick to the plans that I create in the morning, or if I should be able to or allow myself to come up with plans on the spot while I'm trading. Today, because of my state, I was pushed into acting on the latter idea. I noticed because I wasn't pressured to create a plan before the open that I felt free, because obviously I wasn't bounded to any definite ideas, and because of that I could come up with ideas based on price action right now. There's a comfort to that, but there's also a comfort in sticking to a pre-made concrete plan, with back-up plans.

What ended up happening is that I progressively became my clear-headed self as I usually do some time after waking, and of course I improvised some plans after the open. It could be argued that the quality of these ideas generated while trading are lesser than the ones I experience before the open as I'm not in a rush. It could also be argued that I feel less confident in the plans I spontaneously make compared to the ones I have thoroughly thought through. As you can see, there's some trade-offs with each approach. Both approaches are acceptable to me though.

So I will wake up at 8am like I normally do and I will create plans but if it comes down to it and these plans become invalidated (which they often do) I see no reason why not to allow myself to act on plans that are inspired from live price action as long as they aren't based on emotions, particularly fear of missing out/impulse trades. Some of my best trades have come from acting on momentum alone by means of reason, and this is an important distinction. Enabling myself to this more lax approach to trading opens the door for trading inappropriately which is something I obviously want to avoid- and I could establish a real procedure or methodology that would prevent these unfavorable trades. That's another subject all-together, and it will be addressed soon enough because it's another puzzle to solve to optimize my discretionary trading. To my solace right now, a surface level idea that would prevent these lower quality trades would be for me to meditate more frequently, so I could become even more aware of my thoughts and emotions in the moment which would deter these poor trades. For the traders here that meditate, you may know how easy it is to lose yourself and become ill-attentive on even a minute to minute basis. Those moments that you slip up and lose that self-awareness while trading are the moments that enable you to make rookie mistakes. Honestly, knowing myself, I do not think meditation alone would do the trick because maintaining that heightened self-awareness consistently is a very difficult thing to do- and yes- overtime with commitment to meditation, I could possibly maintain the awareness for longer durations- but I'm also totally interested in building systems or methodologies that could make things easier and more efficient. Either way, I'll be exploring both routes.

So to summarize on the early morning planning v.s. improvised planning dilemma, there's no more versus. Both approaches are acceptable as long as I can manage the pitfalls of either methods. If my early morning plans don't pan out, I can resort to improvisation, as long as the improvisation is based on sound technical analysis and logical reasoning. This more holistic idea sounds good in theory, but to a person that isn't so disciplined, it wouldn't be the case. That's where meditation comes in, and that's when more ideas regarding intrapersonal conduct need to be generated to fill the holes in where meditation isn't effective.

As for price this morning, it took off to the downside right out of the open. Because it was the open, I was turned off from trading in that moment, but I was also conflicted because the move looked promising. In my experience, it's common for price to be skittish at the open, so I'm really glad I was cautious and did not act on this. Sellers were dominant, but not dominant enough for me to not question the strength of their move. Price eventually was bought back up, and I had anticipated this and planned to buy at a certain price/at what I conceived to be the bears cover and "no-turning-back point" that would enable buying (in my mind). I bought, price went against me some, I was patient, and price eventually went in my favor 2 points, while flirting with high points of the day. This was the time when it was the bulls turn to show their strength, but there wasn't much bull-juice when I was in, so I got out right when price regressed to 2 ticks before my entry with a gain of 20 dollas.

I'm proud that I didn't shy away from improvising and acting on an opportunity that was reasonable. It's refreshing because I didn't overthink what I was doing, I perceived and judged in the moment, I felt comfortable with the trade and the risk, I knew where I was going to get out if it went against me or if it went in my favor. It was all around a great improvised trade, even though it wasn't all that profitable. It's the conduct of my discretion that I'm more than happy with today. I actually had the discipline to get out when I told myself to when the trade went against me. The old me would've held the trade in denial. So yeah, maybe this improv will be a huge positive in my trading career. I can imagine lapses in discipline in the future, but like mentioned, I'll put great effort into mitigating or even better, completely eliminating these low quality trades. Anyways, I've gone on long enough and have other things to do. See you tomorrow.

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This might be a shorter post. I could hardly sleep last night. I went to bed at midnight, and rolled around until 3:30am. Of course, on nights like these, I wake up every two hours or so, so the quality of the sleep was bad on top of the short duration. Anyways, I woke up right at the open of the ES and I wasn't prepared at all, but this gave me an opportunity to exclusively act on trading in a more improvised way.

I noticed that my favorite set-up was developing in the 10,000 tick chart. I quickly applied my stop loss, entry, and profit target, and luckily for me, price didn't immediately pass my entry. I say this is lucky because as you probably know, I don't like trading right out of the open, and I like to be able to observe the behavior of price for a little while before following through with a plan. I don't like trading impulsively, or without much context. Even though I find it acceptable to trade without much preparation, I still like some.

Price was sitting at the top of the second peak of the potential double top pattern. Buyers were in control, but every opportunity there was for price to make highs, there were crickets. Price regressed back down, hinting at the start of the development of the fourth side of the potential double top. It quickly shot down- I did not enter, and I'm glad I didn't. I learned not to enter after explosive movements, because in my experience, price usually backtracks- and that's exactly what happened.

The buyers stepped in once again and failed. Price stagnated, and after some time it crept down, closing in on my entry target. Price was spending more time near my entry, sellers were coming in consistently and I like to see that. I told myself that when price passes the entry line, I'm definitely going to enter. The only thing though, was that price was moving like it was the overnight session, except a little bit faster. What I mean by this is that price wasn't all that volatile on a candle-to-candle basis, volume was slow but price was moving consistently in one direction. Despite that, I thought it was still a good idea to enter. I wasn't totally committed though, which has been a trend in the past three days of my discretionary trading.

I entered short then price went against me a couple ticks, then went for me a point, and then the sellers dried up. I thought to myself something along the lines of "yeah this was a bad idea, I should've known not to enter with such low volume". I came to believe that there weren't going to be enough sellers to take price to my profit target, totally forgetting that this was the most likely scenario in my eyes before I entered, given that price rejected bullish sentiment twice. There were no strong bulls. I focused on the negatives, and got out with +2 ticks.

You know the story. After price re-tested bullish sentiment (when I got out) the same crickets came back. Price crept back down with some short pull-backs, but overall price steadily cruised to what would have been my profit target. I was right, just not confident. What should I make of this?.. Was it right for me to act on this trade in the first place? The answer that comes to mind immediately is yes. Everything checked out besides the low volume- but I also know how important volume is to carry trends. I want to break this down completely and establish to myself what I would do in the next situation I encounter that's like this.

An answer could be as simple as this: Feel free to enter trades based on price action behavior that's similar to what transpired today, except risk less than you normally would in moderately volatile market conditions. Risk as little as 2 points in conditions like this. There's no need to risk 4-6 points when price is moving like a turtle. That's it. There's another element to what happened with my trade today and that is my lack of commitment to my own ideas. Months ago when I was discretionary trading, I would set a stop that was 4 points for every single trade, and most of the time, if I didn't break my own rules, I would refuse to close the trade even with clear "probability evidence" that the trade was going to hit my stop. Now, I'm back at the other extreme which is to close my trades as soon as possible to preserve my capital. This needs to be reconciled.

No double top is exactly the same. They're all similar, but in a probability based world, perhaps there are certain areas of a set-up where it would be more likely for you to win if you placed your entry here or your stop there. Add volume, volatility, behavior of the market, discern-ability/visibility of the pattern into the mix, and you have a lot of things you could only hope to account for. That's why my past behavior seems absurd to me now; to assign every trade a $200 stop loss. I need to get comfortable with assigning each trade custom stops, entries and profit targets. I think the answer for this one is to "tough it out" and to re-learn to sit on my hands. It's not necessary to jump between either extremes- I just need to get used to letting custom stops get stopped out.

Goal for tomorrow:
- Plan pre-market, but don't over-plan and get stressed out. Don't put too much faith in your plans and be open to live price action "suggestions". - I've been loving this under-planning that I've been doing, tbh.
- Do your thing and create custom stops, entries and profit targets for potential opportunities, except this time, if you decide to enter a trade, let yourself get stopped out. Have faith in your ideas. Don't abuse your discretion by closing trades way too early for your own good.

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I need to clarify some things to de-clutter my brain. My approach to trading with this strategy is automated in that I only go after double tops of all shapes and sizes, although the entry and exit targets are custom and/or discretionary. I've done some pretty extensive back-testing on this pattern, and the double top, like most patterns, has varying levels of occurrence and success (with a certain entry-exit schema) in different market conditions. So I am still looking to incorporate at least another set-up to my arsenal, and as of now the one thing that comes to mind is simple bullish trends and break-outs, and with the market we have right now, theoretically it's a great idea if I can get creative and figure out another separate entry-exit schema for it and do some more back-testing on the interaction. So, it's on my to-do list.

Finally got to act out my normal routine today. Woke up an hour before the open, did some thinking and wrote down my thoughts on likely-to-happen price action scenarios and based some entries and exit's around those ideas. I don't feel the need to write down the exact possibilities I didn't act on because they're just dust in the wind, and they're all pretty similar to the past couple of days' possible scenarios. But:

I could imagine the market taking off bullishly, in that case, I wouldn't exactly know how to handle it, so for that scenario I placed a stop loss at a high point and if price passed it by 3 points and if volume was looking good, why not. Even with that scenario planned for, I wasn't comfortable taking that trade if things lined up that way, because I don't know if I have edge in that department. So I was vulnerable there, and in retrospect, maybe I shouldn't have planned for that trade at all. I digress.

The other option was totally possible and in my alley. Price was forming an incredibly shoddy double top at the open and I had planned to enter at a certain price. The only condition was, I wanted price to test a higher price first before entering, and it never did. Instead price took off to the downside and I impulsively entered. Instantly I thought that was the wrong decision, and I closed with a $16 loss. "That's ok", I thought, because even though I did the wrong thing by entering without my condition being met, I corrected my mistake by doing the right thing and closing the position with a minuscule loss.

Price did it's thing and eventually formed into a much more "coherent" potential double top pattern, which also became what I consider to be a conglomerate. Basically, this means that part of the arch of an older double top pattern becomes part of a new double top pattern- effectively making it a triple top, if it ends up looking like one.



Anyways, I entered short at the tail of the big red candle around 10:58am. I felt absolutely confident in this trade, even though volume was a little on the slow side. I wasn't going to make the same mistake that I did yesterday. I held the trade and got stopped out, losing $169.78 in total for the day. That's ok and expected- as for my judgment on my performance today, I did well because I met the goals I created for myself yesterday. I didn't over-plan and marry the plans I had made. I saw what works for me and was comfortable, I entered and had confidence in the trade. I also corrected my monkey brain. Just gotta keep doing this, over and over again.

Another thing. I need to stop wasting my time on plans around set-ups that I don't know have edge. I just need to stick to the double tops in the mean time and only plan for those when I see them forming. I'll try to think of some bullish-break out entry-exit schema's while I'm free and back-test the ideas that I have. So the implications of this would be that I hardly have to plan like I used to- I would get up and analyze price for a second, maybe spot a double top, and if I do I trade it. If I don't see one, I don't trade at all. Pretty basic stuff.

Overall, it was a great trading day. I'll be posting more this weekend.

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The double top in the picture above is what I normally wouldn't trade. It was only apparent through the 60 minute chart, and I usually look for double tops in the 10,000 tick chart. The second arch of this pattern is small in contrast to the first arch, and because of this, I couldn't set my profit target where I usually would for a DT pattern (the 2890.5 area) because my stop loss would be too tight and it simply wouldn't be worth the risk. I consider that area/price to be the "base" of a DT pattern, where it's likely for price to get near or touch in certain conditions, and for that DT to be considered successful, in my eyes. I've often seen price go beyond the base of DT's, which is the case for this pattern and it is sometimes the case for "aesthetic" and easily discernible DT's. So I thought it was entirely possible for price to reach the only blue line in the SS above, with time being around the open, and with lower volume conditions. I planned for it, and got 2 ticks out of the first trade. I entered again later and realized I was being undisciplined and impulsive, so I got out break-even. Meh trading day.

Honestly, I shouldn't have entered at all today. Even though the pattern could be considered a DT, it was not easily discernible in the 10,000 tick chart, and I deviated from my usual profit target (I didn't test for this entry/exit schema, and didn't test for the extended profit target). Because of this, I got out of the trade early because I didn't believe in it.. On that note, I'm starting to notice lately that even when I make bad decisions, I end up doing the right thing in the end because I know better. Had I held either of these trades that I didn't feel confident in, I would be in a worse situation right now. I'm going to keep replicating this behavior and frame of mind, as it makes me feel "in sync", so to speak. Anyways- I'm going to keep this short, because the more important thing for me to do today is to back-test. I'll update my progress on that, perhaps later today.

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When I checked the ES a little before 9:30 this morning, I noticed that a double top pattern had already developed in my 10,000 tick chart. For a second I assumed that, because of this, I most likely wouldn't be able to take a trade today because a DT already came and went (DT only guy rn). "I missed my opportunity". Despite this judgment, I felt it was still necessary to do my job and watch the market because I had/have a relatively positive attitude this morning. After all, anything can happen.

To tie this in real quick for my sake and it's relevance, yesterday I entered on part of a common DT development that I'm not used to trading and have not back-tested, so I bailed out of the trade with 2 ticks of profit. This is what I would consider to be the optional "extended profit target that exceeds the base of a DT" (wrote a small post about it yesterday that you could understand in a couple seconds). This was right in front of my face at the open today, and I had the option to take action on this once again. In my eyes, for myself, it was a test. I did the right thing and did not enter, mostly because I remembered the regret of yesterday, and even more importantly, I haven't tested it, so why would I f$$$ with it?

So I passed that test, and from there established what I wanted to see in the market in order to enter. I did not make concrete what I was going to do if price ended up dipping to the 2880 area early, so of course I ended up entering during a pre-mature sell-off (around 10:50am) thinking that was my opportunity for the day. It was my compromise between my anticipation and market reality. After I entered though, price slowed down and was hesitating. I got out, given that this wasn't part of my plan and it got "sketchy", and I didn't believe in what I initially thought was going to happen; that that premature sell-off was going to ride all the way down to the 2880 area. This didn't happen, as you can tell by the SS' above. Anyways, I walked away from that mess with 3 ticks of profit, and had the intention of following through with my initial plan.

Everything eventually lined up. I entered where I was supposed to, but I did not close where I was supposed to. I honestly have no excuses for this one, even the rationales I could write down aren't even worth writing at this point. It's simply fear. I can see my fear diminishing on a trade-by-trade basis, which is awesome, but it seems exiting early is my main problem when it comes to trading in a discretionary manner. Maybe I'll do what I used to do, and just walk away from my computer after I enter and get stopped out.

If I were some other trader talking to me, I would say, just because you got stopped out for 200 dollars 4 times in a row awhile ago doesn't mean you don't have the ability to hold trades. You know you have edge, just stop being a pussy.

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What I didn't account for in my last post about today is that I traded outside of the time I normally trade (9:30am-12:00pm- I traded after 12:00pm) and I didn't mind it. The ES was definitely slow, but I like that I could just sit there calmly and analyze, and not worry about initiating anything while in a rush because of high volume. Also, I don't know if it's just me, but it seems like direction-wise, market movements are more consistent and steady in lower volume conditions. Sometimes I'll get up in the morning and check what the overnight session did in the ES, and occasionally I'll notice price went in the same direction for 4-6 hours. That's clearly something to take advantage of.

So for now, I'm not going to shy away from low volume scenarios. I'm open to trading in them because they can be profitable. I'll intermittently check the ES tonight, late late tonight and early in the morning because I can afford to lose some sleep and I'm very curious. I also know it can be excruciatingly boring to sit there and analyze a low volume market, so I won't be glued to the screen.

On another note, I haven't watched any trading content/webinars in forever, I've just been in my own trading world doing my thing. I'll be consuming some stuff, and hopefully come across some good ideas.

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If I were some other trader talking to me, I would say, just because you got stopped out for 200 dollars 4 times in a row awhile ago doesn't mean you don't have the ability to hold trades. You know you have edge, just stop being a pussy.

Haha! The other you is a good friend! Trade well Zachary!

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