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 timwr 
Adelaide, Australia
 
Experience: Beginner
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So I've blown two trading accounts and taken some pretty heavy losses in the last couple of years. Now after a break for a few months I'm ready to delve into the depths and address

My fear of losing
My impatience
My lack of discipline
My beliefs around money

For over a year I SIM traded OIL Futures (CL) using Ninja trader and the final 6 months showed consistent profits. So I took the leap and began trading live which is a whole new ball game. I wasn't prepared for the emotional rollercoaster I found myself on, chasing losses, panicking, straying from my plan and the anger and upset this all resulted in. Now I'm here, about to make a fresh start and understanding that my system worked well but I didn't!

I'm reading "Trade your way to financial freedom" by Van Tharp at the moment. My next steps include setting goals with timelines and and starting again with testing a system which includes

Entry Signals
Exit Signals
Multiples of R
Position Sizing
Expectancy

I understand I can work on the technical aspects forever and have a perfectly working SIM trading system but insights are the best learning for me. Any assistance and guidance towards insight would be much appreciated.

Thanks Big Mike for creating the forum and community.

timwr

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So I've blown two trading accounts and taken some pretty heavy losses in the last couple of years. Now after a break for a few months I'm ready to delve into the depths and address

My fear of losing
My impatience
My lack of discipline
My beliefs around money

For over a year I SIM traded OIL Futures (CL) using Ninja trader and the final 6 months showed consistent profits. So I took the leap and began trading live which is a whole new ball game. I wasn't prepared for the emotional rollercoaster I found myself on, chasing losses, panicking, straying from my plan and the anger and upset this all resulted in. Now I'm here, about to make a fresh start and understanding that my system worked well but I didn't!

I'm reading "Trade your way to financial freedom" by Van Tharp at the moment. My next steps include setting goals with timelines and and starting again with testing a system which includes

Entry Signals
Exit Signals
Multiples of R
Position Sizing
Expectancy

I understand I can work on the technical aspects forever and have a perfectly working SIM trading system but insights are the best learning for me. Any assistance and guidance towards insight would be much appreciated.

Thanks Big Mike for creating the forum and community.

timwr

Congratulations on a public journal...its difficult to post on losing days or when you really screw up and it was not your system but you.....

Here is my two cents....

1. Stop trading crude. Its not for the faint of heart. Its a great instrument to trade but you need to conquer your emotional issues before you ever try trading this instrument live.
2. Start with micro forex. Go to OANDA - Forex Trading and Exchange Rates Services | OANDA open a SMALL account. No more than US$500.00.
3. Use your method there....get used to making your trades with tiny amounts of money at risk. Get used to losing small amounts. Control your risk with micro lots the same way you need to with larger lots....do this until you can double your small account.
4. Open a futures account with a reputable broker.... Matt at Optimus Futures has a great rep here on the forum...by the way, I am not a client.
5. Trade one futures lot of an instrument that is less than US$10.00 using the same system you doubled your micro lot forex account with. Same rules, same risk control....dont change anything.
6. Trade one lot for every $10,000 in your account. Less than 10K? Don't trade futures. Stick to forex until you can fund a futures account with at least 10K

You will need to learn to manage emotions. Not eliminate but manage. That is only possible within the context of a developed and trusted trading method. When you lose, if there is no solid plan with real numbers to back it up, you'll do stupid thing like let your losers run, you will holy grail hunt, you'll trade size you shouldn't to make up for losses which only makes it worse.....

Focus on risk control first and foremost. Remember, trading is a losers game. The one that loses least wins. Forget about how much money you can make. Focus on capital conservation. And by the way, tiny charts are NOT the way to minimize risk. Range charts with a small tick size will not help you control risk. 50 tick charts will not control risk....if you can't trade and control your emotions, these will drain your account much faster than you think. Its death by a thousand cuts....

I think the most important thing to accept is uncertainty. The market does not care about your goals, your time lines, your risk reward ratio, nothing, those are all things that manifest over time from excellent trading. Accept the fact that EVERY trade is 50/50. You may have a great win loss ratio and wonderful expectancy but the trade you just took is 50/50. And remember, in trading, close is often good enough....perfection is unattainable as a desired trading objective.

I would say focus on the mental aspects of the game 90% of the time. The technical aspects a monkey can learn and you can program a spreadsheet to figure out the rest. Learning to trade within your self and your risk profile is paramount.

I am rambling now....so to wrap it up, trade small, don't scalp, don't use to much leverage, work on the mind and emotions.....

Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication, Leonardo da Vinci


Most people chose unhappiness over uncertainty, Tim Ferris
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 timwr 
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Experience: Beginner
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Trading: OIL
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Hey PandaWarrior,

Many thanks for the advice, it's really appreciated. The reason I chose to trade OIL was because I was successful with it and unsuccessful with trading euro and Aussie $ futures. OIL was the only one that gave me consistent profit, I protected myself with a tight stop loss however I found the runs could be very profitable.

I fully understand though that trading smaller amounts would be better but I'm a bit reluctant to try micro forex as it looks like learning a new instrument, new software platform and creating a system which would all need to be done again when I choose to go back to OIL. Am I being stupid or impatient about this?

timwr

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 timwr 
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Experience: Beginner
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I forgot to mention I primarily tested my system trading OIL during the Aussie market time. It's a lot more volatile during the European and US market times

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 timwr 
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Experience: Beginner
Platform: NT7
Broker: Mirus Futures/Zen-Fire
Trading: OIL
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I'm finding it exciting to give up what I thought I knew and start afresh, learning from the experts. Looking forward to delving into my personal psychology to uncover whatever has been buried there for many years!

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 NW27 
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Hmmm
Im also from australia, perhaps i should look at oil as well???

Good luck.

Thanks,
Neil.

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 timwr 
Adelaide, Australia
 
Experience: Beginner
Platform: NT7
Broker: Mirus Futures/Zen-Fire
Trading: OIL
Posts: 22 since Jul 2011
Thanks Given: 5
Thanks Received: 18

So I've set my goals and listed all system components along with actions to take over the next few months. I'm also thinking of taking PandaWarrior's advise to trade in micro forex as trading OIL with $10 per tick is just too rich for me to test a new system.

Can anyone tell me if I can trade the OANDA forex using ninja trader? Or are there any other liquid markets any could recommend which I can trade in micro amounts on NT? I'd also be interested to know what common indicators other traders use in NT.

Lots of work to do.....

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 timwr 
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Experience: Beginner
Platform: NT7
Broker: Mirus Futures/Zen-Fire
Trading: OIL
Posts: 22 since Jul 2011
Thanks Given: 5
Thanks Received: 18


System is pretty mush setup and documented in my plan and starting to look into why I don't trust myself and how I handle disappointment in my life. Would like to handle it like a man rather than a wounded child!

Thanks to Big Mike and Gary for all your help and shared insights.

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