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Felt like I was going to die and I talked to the medical staff about options, including Hospice - or end of life care. Seems they were too happy & I thought it over.

I will never give up fighting.

I have an opinion that for the medical folks involved it would be easier if I did die.

I made some decisions lately under the duress of lots of pain . This medical system seems to be so messed-up that deep down, I feel they anticipate an easier time, if I did just quietly died.

Will not happen again.

R.I.P. Andy Zektzer (ZTR), 1960-2010.
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This medical system seems to be so messed-up that deep down, I feel they anticipate an easier time, if I did just quietly died.

Will not happen again.

You keep fighting ZTR!!!

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 soumi71 
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Don't give up ZTR !!!
I am praying for your recovery ...

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Felt like I was going to die and I talked to the medical staff about options, including Hospice - or end of life care. Seems they were too happy & I thought it over.

I will never give up fighting.

I have an opinion that for the medical folks involved it would be easier if I did die.

I made some decisions lately under the duress of lots of pain . This medical system seems to be so messed-up that deep down, I feel they anticipate an easier time, if I did just quietly died.

Will not happen again.

my grandma is 96, after a colon operation she couldn't sit up we transported her by letting her lying on her side on the car floor. Doctor gives here all morphines she wants around the clock so I think you understand what it means. We tried red ginseng costs about $200/can and she also tried qui qong excercise. Currently she is able to sit and walk about inside her bed room. So you may want to check it out.
What is ther best type of Ginseng to take? - Yahoo! Answers

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Felt like I was going to die and I talked to the medical staff about options, including Hospice - or end of life care. Seems they were too happy & I thought it over.

I will never give up fighting.

I have an opinion that for the medical folks involved it would be easier if I did die.

I made some decisions lately under the duress of lots of pain . This medical system seems to be so messed-up that deep down, I feel they anticipate an easier time, if I did just quietly died.

Will not happen again.

I am truly heartbroken to hear these words, though for how little I could meet you, you seem a beautiful and kindly person.

Hope u can live nice days again.

I wish you all the best Andy.

Take your Pips, go out and Live.
Luke.
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Hope you feel better soon..

And donīt let anybody get you down; there are both very good and very bad doctorīs out there.
Sad to hear about your illness and the way they have been treating you.

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Now on the road to recovery, as I got the treatment I needed.

Have a new Specialist. He is the actual mentor of my favorite doctor, the one who kept me alive from 2002-2007, under very adverse conditions. Unless you have been close to death it is impossible to understand the relief and joy I feel at this moment of my life.

It is funny, the 1st things to come back were the ability to drive and 10 days later Ride a motorcycle, but I still have trouble walking.. I am so confident I put down a deposit on a New Ducati MultiStrada. My reward for surviving what happened to me. Over the next few months will get used to taking up to 4 hour rides to see the beauty of California I have not been able to explore. The long term goal it to ship the bike anywhere I want to go: Argentina and Italy are high on the list of trips over the next few years.

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When you come in Italy, let me know. I know something about food & wine... the best places are not on guides.

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