I am starting this trade journal to collect my thoughts (experienced knowledge) in one e-place and to consolidate a day trading plan for my last time. I have succeeded in business and stock investing (speculation/hedging) for decades. I have already succeeded in futures because I am still here and I have never blown out an account. I am still here because back in the day BMT for me was the only place I found that I could survive the newbie phase and move forward. But my success is below the 90 percentile so I have not really succeeded with all those day trading dreams and desires. I can get on a dom or price ladder and knock out some chump change but I never got to that end point of executing a consistent trading plan for bigger pocket money. I wasted my time with other trading endeavors journaled (posted) here in past BMT journals and threads. I wasted my time on other trading distractions when I already past the newbie phase and was ready to graduate to a higher trading status. I have already gone through the futures trial of fire and I allowed myself to burn out. I know my trading faults and distractions, and I know how to succeed and I dream no more. But can I and will I?